Wrestling with Jacob

A journal of faith, grief and devotional musings

seasons

  • Time and Change

    We planted a flowering tree in memory of Jacob Fekete our son after he died. Later we transplanted it in 2017 when we sold our old house and moved. I named the tree Jacob Feketree. Last fall I noticed signs that the tree might be dying. Spring has now arrived. There are no buds and… Read more

  • Joy comes in the morning

    Next month marks five years since our son Jacob died of a prescription drug overdose. My life is nothing like it once was. Thinking on these last five years of flux the only thing that remains the same is God. He is the same yesterday today and forever. My faith has changed. I have changed.… Read more

  • Seasons of silence

    My wife had her heart set on a pretty dress she found last Friday but didn’t buy it. She mentioned it to me and I thought it would make her a great early birthday gift. We decided to go the next morning and left for the local Saint Patrick’s day activities. Saturday morning we walked… Read more